I saw this tonight while I got lost in dc xD (Taken with instagram)
I miss you and all this comes from talking to people who we use to talk to I find my self wondering what you thinking if your thinking about me it seems all my friends hate you I’m the only one who doesn’t in the only one who wants to talk to you I have lots of problems lately one of them is thinking about you over thinking and over all letting people walk all over me it pisses me off people abuse the fact that I’m an honest and kind persons people call me gay and a girl because I’m nice because I don’t like the things or talk about the things that normal guys talk about well then fuck you if you don’t like that when your sick of that guy that won’t respect you or treat you with respect don’t come crawling back to me because you already hurt me because you think it’s funny or fun to hurt people like me.
I know you don’t mean to do what your doing but blahh your mess with my head and your not doing it in purpose in doing it to my self it’s so annoying when we talk I just want to know do you like me or no
i don’t know if your just messing with my emotions or I em just over thinking and that’s whats messing me up
I find that tumblr is my escape for the real world I’m sad and hate to stay sad my life is stress full and no one knows it’s crazy if people knew all I had to deal with they would feel sorry for me or want to stay away I don’t tell them because of this fears I’m scared to loss anyone more I already lost b4 telling people plus people have their own problems and minds would just make them worry I also don’t tell people because I’m actually doing dumb things like not actually trying to work to fix my problems I feel so overwhelm by the stress all I do it sit their and think about it not do anything about it I need to get out of this metal trap I’m in I need to stop thinking and get to a point of action
I want someone to talk to to be able to tell my feeling without fear and knowing that I won’t bother that person. I feel lonely and unloved all I want is to seem weak and not scare everyone away I can’t handle always being the strong one yet I try to be because everyone needs me too or I feel like they need me too.




